My experiments unseen and untold.

We are a sum amount of the experiments we conduct in silence.

All of us every moment every day perform hundreds and thousands of experiments.

Most experiments seem like a dead end.

But that doesn’t deter us from performing more experiments. 

Every day we wake up early in the day there are a few moments to hours where you’re not performing experiments but experiencing yourself.

But as the sunrises, the birds wake up life is being stirred on the Earth , all of us are going to the lab of life to perform our own experiment that have been set up for the day by none other than us.

All of us continue to struggle day in and day out.

We cater our struggle to either the external circumstances or internal noise.

To the external chaos : for some its work , for some it is disease for some is spouses, for some environment ,for some it is politics.

Or to the internal chaos:  as we call it, the chatter of the mind, the nonstop thoughts, the anxiety, the depression .

The reasons might be different. The circumstances might be different. It might be external it might be internal, but we all cater different reasons to the same point.

The struggle is not because of this chaos, externally or internally.

The struggle is because of the ongoing experiments.

Imagine a laboratory where experiments are being conceived , performed, executed with no results, utter disaster and failures, life is like that.

There are hundreds and thousands of experiments being done before technologies are invented, or something new is created.

The struggle is because of these ongoing experiments which leads to growth.

That is the inherent nature of struggle towards growth be it child birth, puberty, adulthood, senility and death. 

We add layers to that struggle by having a preconceived notion of what the experiment is, how it should be done and the what the results will be, with our limited human consciousness.

Our expectations of how this moment should be is what intensifies the struggle. 

Acceptance that growth is ongoing, in periods and seasons, just like a tree from a seed, and being an observer of this ,moment to moment is all that is needed.

If acceptance and surrender are the final step before your life changes, then it seems like a good habit to learn, understand and practice.

Love,

Sankalpa